THAT BALLERiNO GiRL

Morning All!
naw wonderful day isn't it ?
Yeah. Too bad im not going to the freaking EASTER SHOW ! :(
went last year on the last day, my gosh it was one of the best days ever.
Todays the last day too:(
* sighs

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Ive been feeling like crap lately. I mean, who wouldnt when you have BOTH family and friend problems? If you dont, then somethings wrong with you.



I decided to take my anger out on my best friends crush, because he is the reason why i still don't trust my bestie anymore ( as seen in below blogs ). I mean , wouldnt you hate someone who twisted your best friends mind and tore you both apart? If you dont, something is SERIOUSLY wrong.

Anywho yes, to be honest since my best friend dogged me for him , i swear to all i wouldve left her. Heard the expression , " leave someone, break their heart, pain in your chest,get torn apart " ?
Okay maybe not coz i made it up.
But still.
She hurt me, she broke my heart ( not literally ), she had pains and felt guilty and she is torn apart. see ?
stuff you if you dont . hehe.

So anyway i decided to blame all of this on the BOY.
i mean , who else would it be ?


lol so yes, here is my special poem for the HEARTBREAKER :)



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shame on you - dedicated to tht BOY




You thought you were right and handsome,
you thought your the flyest shit
you think that your all superior
and yet your the stupiest git

you thought girls would love you dearly
you thought they thought you as the 'one'
you seem to think you are worthy
yes your worthy up my bum

she thought you were kind and sexy
she thought you were fair and kind
she told me all this bullcrap
and i knew she was outta her mind

you both thought you knew what love was
you both thought what you felt was free
you both dreamt of being together
but them dreams didnt consist of me

he tried to tear us with hope
he tried to make you see
that he was the guy in armour
fairytaled as can be

but what he didnt tell you
he planned to dig it so
that he was hating on me
wanting you to let me go

i laughed as i realised his plans
of seperating his love and best friend
i knew i had to let go
no more 'besties till the end'

but what he never knew so
best friends can't stay apart
coz once you seperate one from one
the other has no heart

to seperate tight besties
is never easy to do
coz once it all backfires
they'll be coming after you

so here he was seperating
with no knowledge in his mind
i always thought him stupid
he's the only one of his kind

should i forgive my bestie for lying?
should i forgive her ultimat lie?
should i just get out of her life?
should i just walk and say bye?

the boy knows i am angered
and i know he is everything but done
he will try and seperate us dearly
while i plan my revenge and fun

ill show him all my mums trick
ill make sure that he sees
the hatred and pain in my heart
ill show him what it was like to be me

i hope my besties knows now
never mess with me again
were supposed to be together
tight besties to the end

as for the trust it failed
itll have to be built from start
but now ive learnt a lesson
some guys in life aint smart.

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lol thank you for the emails btw on my last poem, real touching ;)

anywhos i love you all :)
back to youtube hehe