Future Plans

I've been thinking.
Thinking too much to be specific.


I've always thought the future was far away, but now, after stressing through school and family issues, i kind of realise that my future is coming closer. Okay, so we ARE living in the future at the moment, everyday of it. I kind of wish life would go a little faster in a way. By going fast, i'll be able to get rid of the stress and headaches i have of assingnments, essays, and most importantly, HSC. I want to focus so bad on choosing my job, and where im going to live, when i'll find my soulmate and how many kids ill have to look after for the rest of my life. When you watch so many adventurous and romantic movies, they make you think so much about future plans.

Last year if you asked me, i wouldve said i was absolutely sure on three things :




#1 - i will live in America
#2 - my husband will be Jackson Rathbone
#3 - ill be a talented actress



Now if you ask me, ill probably spit in your face and ask you how you came up with those unreachable wishes. I do want to live in America, but for a short period only, say a year. Also, i do want to be an actress, but that takes years of training and i seriously HATE drama teachers, so thats why i didnt pick it. And as for Jackson Rathbone, it'll be a miracle if i even SEE the guy from a far distance. Like i said, unreachable.


So i have come up with three futue plans.
Im not sure if they'll work, but im counting my blessings and hoping that i will work hard enough to reach them. HOPEFULLY, and i emphasize and underline HOPEFULLY 100 times.



#1 - ill live abroad in England
#2 - ill become a customs officer / flight attendant
#3 - ill meet Bradley James

* crosses fingers.