Hey fellow bloggers.
So much happened last night,
fill you in on the details.
1- - JYOTI ( SO CALLED BESTIE ) CALLED
2 - TOLD ME SHE HAD A CONFESSION
3 - CONFESSION WAS THAT SHE STILL LIKED HER EX CRUSH
( bear in mind her ex crush has cheated, bitched and hurt her )
(* also bear in mind that she promised me she'll NEVER talk to him after how many fights we had )
4 - TELLS ME SHE TALKED TO HIM. TALKED PEOPLE.
5- ASKS ME IF I COULD ACCEPT HIM IN HER LIFE
6- ASKS ME FOR PERMISSION TO TALK TO HIM
7- TWO MINS LATER TELLS ME SHE TALKED TO HIM BEHIND MY BACK
8- LIED AND BETRAYED ME
9- MAKES ME CRY AND GET ANGRY
10- MAKES ME GIVE HER A SHOUTING
11 MAKES ME HANG UP ON HER
Call this childish, but ive endure so much of this.
so i created a little poem :)
this was the free verse poem i created when we first fought about him.
( HE LOOKS SIMILAR TO SHREK BTW )
*and smells like him no doubt.
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You betrayed our friendship Jyoti.
You hurt it and tore it in two.
My side is bleeding, yet your one still stands.
They say friendship can always be mended,
yet why does mine still ache from the pain?
The source of the pain, lies beyond our territory,
laughing and smirking as he gets his wish,
of seperating his true love from her true best friend.
Her best friend lies in pain and sorrow,
whilst the true love shares her loved up feelings
with her best friends enemy.
Why? , asks the best friend to the clouds above,
Why must she suffer for her best friends mistake?
The answer lies within the true love's heart,
yet her heart remains stone cold over their friendship.
Now, the best friend lies on the ground,
crying and giving in to the pain,
while her enemy is crying with joy,
for hearing his beloved speak to him,
Warning him to keep close to his sister.
He cries with happiness,
he has broken a friendship,
his true love picked him over her best friend.
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So yes.
I kind of liked this poem, it went so deep.
Now i have ANOTHER poem.
This is one im writing on the spot, so please bear with me. I am seriously not the best fob poet, but im still trying.
ENJOY
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I thought my bestie and i were there for another,
fun and laughter always enlightened the other,
phone talking, emails and messages they send,
no need for fighting, nothing to mend.
Swearing nothing in life will ever come between,
but when friendship is golden, danger lies unseen,
still pinkie promises are made to bring joy on ones face,
like flags are there to symbolize ones race.
My teacher once told me " life holds many paths,
once your path ends, you'll be joining the stars,
your best friend's path leads her another way,
so cherish your moments and love another everyday"
I told my best friend, and we decided to hang on,
we promised to each other to hold on for long
everyday with her was my one and only blessing,
I loved her so dearly, she was my 'icecream dressing'
Then one day, tragedy struck my world when she met a wierd boy,
i went along with it, thought it was one of her toys,
but he twisted her mind, twisted her heart,
tiwsted our friendship, tore us apart.
for many days all she thought about was him,
i forsaw her pathway, it look very dim,
she told me not to worry, he was gentle and sweet,
forsaw her path again, this time mine and hers didnt meet.
soon enough, heartbreak was down on his list,
tore my bestie to pieces, made me pull out my fist,
she cried and she cried, her tears running slow,
i cradled her deeply, let her waterfall flow.
months after heartbreak, he came back again,
" forgive me jyoti i wish to make amends ",
i laughed very loudly, i told him no way,
but what shocked me was when jyoti smiled and said "okay"
i shook in disbelief, anger boiling in my body,
told her it wasnt a good enough sorry,
she walked past me and let me hang there alone,
already saying dont follow them home
After that day, i hated the guy,
thought he was nothing but bones and lies,
kept warning jyoti he was everything but good,
tried breaking them apart, everyway i could.
Now i give up, im finished and done,
tried to tear them, counting useless sums.
my best friend deeply loves me, i know this as true,
but her love has taken her and broke me in two.
After months of enduring him whenever we talk,
now i have the guts to finally walk.
she chose that cheating scum over me,
and i cant say im happy, its over, im free.
my trust in her, went from high to low,
my trust in everyone went fast to slow,
now nothing can ever be edited again,
nothing can bring back my old best friend.
LIKE IT?
hehe yea i just made it up right now.
took me a while though lol.
Anyways yes i think i shoule go and wath arthur and gwenevere on Merlin season 2. It'll cheer me up straight away haha.
Who needs friends anyway?
I got Bradley James to keep me sane :)
YUM.
Until the next blog,
Mel !
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